well its officially been more than 24 hrs since the bombshell has been dropped and i must say i feeling pretty crap. it was dreadful night last nite… but i survived (somehow) and yeh we will see how i will go.
and it was ridiculously intense at work today… for once we didn’t care how much work we had to do. we didnt care if we didnt make the target… what are they going to do? fire us again??? a lot of sore heads came in today.. not everyone did too well… its hard. and i must point out to all.. i know its just a job and we’re all bound to keep going on with our lives (probably for the better) but the saddest thing of all is that we have become like a family. our team just worked so well together as friends and workmates!! thats the saddest thing for me. i’ve lost my second family! i know that we will keep in contact but unfortunately we all know that things will never be the same again. thats my biggest heartache. this part of the journey has ended… plenty more awaits… but let me have time to recover from this first.
so sorry for all my friends out there that i am supposed to catch up wit, i am not the cheery hannah, i have lost my smile for the time being. i will be back up and running in a couple of weeks. just bear with me on this one.
until the next day. peace out.



